.la tahzan.

assalamualaikum,

i was on an emotional roller coaster yesterday.

and the day before that.

and a few days before that too haha.

you didn't know it

or care enough to ask why

even when you noticed i was not my usual self.

it's okay though.

i just sat quietly.

finishing my work,

minimizing my social interaction,

speaking only when spoken to.

no one at work knew what happened in the surau that morning.

(not that i want them to!)

no one noticed anything was amiss.

except that ever loving administration staff,

and another friendly one downstairs.

*thank you*

it's okay though.

i know how easy people judge

because i know

how easy my mood affects others.

and i'm sorry.

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sometimes

the bottled up emotions...

days,

weeks,

months

of them...

just need to burst out,

you know?

of course you don't.

you've never been in my shoes.

it's okay though.

i can handle this.

i got Allah

and ejal

and my family

and friends who are in the same boat!

^___^

so,

together...

let's be more aware of our surrounding

and others' feelings.

it's called emotional intelligence.

p/s: next entry, freeloaders!
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